I wish I could be different
I wish I'd be the same
I wish I could be constant
At least I know I'll disappoint
myself again
Everything feels harder
I can't make it stop
You'd frown more than smile
I'd wonder if I'm better off
You are
I see your disapproval
It was something I said
I look for my removal
I shouldn't be awake
but I know I'll go out again
Sleep's uninteresting
So I stay awake all night
Tomorrow comes too quickly
Always right on time
I neglect my own well being
But only care about myself
I'm not proud of anything
And I refuse your help
La da da da da da da
La da da da da
La da da da da da da
La da da da da
You told me you miss me
I don't think I ever would
You told me I try too hard
I can't stop but I know I should
I wish things could be different
But I don't know what I regret
I build myself up on your feelings but
I hope a couple hundred miles
will be enough to forget