I’ve never felt so young
Lying on the floor
The carpets pulling up at me
Bran’s looking for the door
And I pull myself upstairs
I still have twelve hours more
Thinking I might die any second
Maybe that’s what I should hope for
If you feel what I feel
would you please let me know
And if you’re sure
you won’t save me
then just let me go
No I don’t have the strength
to do it myself
No I need you so bad
but if you’re just gonna hurt me
I don’t want you now
No I don’t want you now
I wanna be free from you
I wanna be free from you
You want me forever
if I’d only let you stay
But forever’s too long
and we only have today, okay
I won’t make it to forever anyway
Hope I never see it coming
I just hope my life away and say
You remind me of people again
People I didn’t love back
when I told them I did
But I was only a kid,
I didn’t really know it yet
But you were everything then
Wish I was everything then
Well when all this is
over maybe I’ll let go
I can feel every heartbeat
above and below
And I’m still not really sure of myself
But I need you so bad I know
you’re just gonna hurt me
Hurt me - hurt me
I went out into the rain
It burnt my hands I felt no pain
It left my hide like leopard skin
It stretched me out and made me thin
I tried my best to kill it all
I broke my mind you broke my fall
I came down freezerburnt inside
If you could see from out my eyes
You say that time won’t let us be
It made you numb it made me mean
You kept me up with what you said
Guess I’ll sleep better when I’m dead
I like to think I’m still the same
And after all, what all has changed
I know that I’m not worth the risk
But please I can’t go home like this
Oh won’t you stop me, stop me
This is so not me, not me
(I can’t go home like this)
I said goodbye now, byenow
But I still haunt me, haunt me
(I can’t go home like this)
My phone alarms me, ‘larms me
The smell of coffee, coffee
(I can’t go home like this)
My bed’s too tall but my dog
Still tries to jump up, on me, on me
(I can’t go home like)