You could say it was my fault
How I feel like you would
I hope that you understand
I feel misunderstood
Don’t look so unlike yourself
Leave me like you should
I am just meeting myself
I did all that I could
So how could I change your mind?
Oooh
So how could I change your mind?
Oooh
I think that my brain is
running out of cells
For me to kill when I smoke
but I feel so well
We thaw out in the spring and
I start to feel new
But it’s not until august
I’ll show that to you
I’m brand new, I’m brand new
I’ll black out in the lawn
First we’ll cry on each other
and you’ll talk too long
Well I thought we were long past
this kind of abuse
But your feelings won’t change
and that terrifies you
So we act just like them
because neither can stay
In the same just like them
we hate to go away
But we will and we do and
it’s further each time
Though the distance is rigid
each year blurs the lines
Each year blurs the lines
Each year blurs the
(year blurs the)
(Fuck)
But that’s all behind now
This is how I say byenow
It’s been so hard but I’ve tried
It’s still no easier now,
it’s just not on my mind
And I feel
And I feel
Completely alone
It’s hard to open up when the only
face you know is your own
All this for
An exit but I’m still
too afraid to go
And I feel
And I feel
And I feel
And I feel
I feel like I’m not where
I’m supposed to be,
and it freaks me out.
Because like - with expectation like -
I feel like I should be… just like-
If I change the words
that won’t change the truth
If I change the words
that won’t change the truth
If I change the words
that won’t change the truth, no
If I change the words
that won’t change the truth
And no one can take you away
as much as I hope and
as much as I want them to
(If I change the words
that won’t change the truth)
And no one can make me feel pain,
no longer afraid
I’m not afraid of leaving you
(If I change the words
that won’t change the truth)
And I’m never focused on much,
I’m focused on touch I think
I’m losing out on you
(If I change the words that
won’t change the truth, no)
And it’s always something but
I don’t know what it keeps
running making its way back to you