Turn on the TV
Act like you don’t see me
Tell me everything is okay
My mother is a saint
And told me if I wait
Everything meant to be will stay
Well I aint a believer
In people pleasing neither
Fucking telephones have ruined this place
Met a man in New York City
Told me humans aint as pretty
As a perfect day they’ll chase for all their days
I aint spotless neither is you
for once in my life I’m gonna see it through
If you want spotless ill always lose
I don’t want love lover I want the truth
People die a thousand times to get to who they are
We were praying to the heavens on a late train car
Your heart knows deeper seasons than my eyes ever will
I’m a self destructive land slide if you want to be the hill
I aint spotless neither is you
For once In my life I’m gonna see it through
If you want to leave this that’s okay
Everything meant to be is bound to stay
Remember jumping in the pool when we was fully clothed in august
We were soaking choking smoking in my old shitty apartment
And they cut off all the lights cuz the bills were never paid
We were stealing on the power from the neighbors on vacation
I aint spotless neither is you
For once In my life I’m going to see it through
If you want spotless, I’ll always lose
You gave me your love lover you gave me the truth
I was alone you were betting on a loser you were calling my bluff
Holding one another is it never enough
You were right there with me
I can’t stop this neither can you
For once in my life I’m down to see it through
If you want spotless I’ll always lose
You gave me your love lover you gave me the truth