there’s something that i’m feeling
when i look you in the eyes
like maybe i’m not evil
i’m just sensitive to light
but when i watch you leave
it comes back creepin in my mind
that everything means nothing baby
everybody dies
while u defend your enemies
i offend my friends
so u try to fix my sentences
that don’t make any sense
you’ve left your best impression
every second that you’ve met
& u haven’t fully realized that
one day they’ll all be dead
sometimes i’m so standoffish
that’s not really who I am
the truth is when i see u
i just wanna hold ur hand
& i know i’m pushing 30
but i don’t feel like a man
lucky everything means nothing
it’s my flawless master plan
& i dream about these moments
every hour of every day
when i’m high enough to think of
something honest i can say
so i walk around with headphones on
& teach myself to pray
cuz everything means something
til that feeling fades away
i’m sure you could do better
with a million other guys
but i can tell u think i’m kinda pretty
when i smile
if u leave me empty hearted
then there’s no reason to cry
cuz everything means nothing baby
everybody dies
everything means nothing all your life