I'm wide awake on a Saturday
Figuring it out with you my mind
I'm usually numb
Kinda gave up on this long ago
After all the heartaches, it's taken it's toll
But something's made me feel a bit
I don't know what you did
It started when I saw you once again
But I'm sorry
I don't wanna go back to these stories
And what I felt back then
I was happy but it's always gonna end
And I know you got a pretty smile
I adore you, you're so fuckin' kind
But it's gonna feel like hell
I wanna love you
But the love in me is dead
When I'm alone, you call me on the phone
At times, I'm feeling lonely, you're always there
All of my friends have been telling me
Don't waste your time, stop overthinking
As much as I want to, you know I can't
But something's made me feel a bit
I don't know what you did
I'm feeling all the things I felt before
(I don't want to shit no more)
But I'm sorry
I don't wanna go back to these stories
And what I felt back then
I was happy but it's always gonna end
And I know you got a pretty smile
I adore you, you're so fuckin' kind
But it's gonna feel like hell
I wanna love you
But the love in me is dead
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-oh-oh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I deserve you, I want all of you
Will you love me still when I'm scarred from all the past?
But I'm sorry
I don't wanna go back to these stories
And what I felt back then
I was happy but it's always gonna end
And I know you got a pretty smile
I adore you, you're so fuckin' kind
But it's gonna feel like hell
I wanna love you
But the love in me is dead
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-oh-oh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
But I'm sorry
I don't wanna go back to these stories
And what I felt back then
I was happy but it always felt like hell
The love in me is dead