She sucks in salty water
and sniffles down her hurt
and guzzles on the disassociation
in her thinning blood
We drank wine for breakfast
sitting by side in our dressing gowns
and waited for the sundown
to embrace the blue lit town
She became my black leach
sucking all my energy
She stole all my money
and hundreds of pounds of the youth in me
and with red lips that sucked many other dicks
She got 24 years of pseudonyms
resting on every one of her limbs
and I loved her once but she died
Loved her once but she done died
sitting in her cartoon shell
She gave me 6 months on a page to tell
And I
She got 18 months to save her soul
18 years and no parole
for pissing on her doorstep
honey get me out of this please she said
before I scrutinise your friends
and make you sleep in my bed and
f*** your mind instead 'cause
I'm mentally distressed and
a sociopathic mess
I'm chugging these little brown cigarettes
you are my best friend
But I'll hate you if you have your own mind
I'll cut out your heart
and eat it with your pride
I loved her once but she died
I loved her once but she done died
Oh she done died yes she done died
She rains down like a shit storm
of self obsessive charm and
narcissistic mirrors on a self inflicted sinner
She loved me when I was a sparrow's feather
I was soft and low and weak
Now she become the devils meek
with a naive flock of sheep to freak
she got a rotten shell of crystal chic
She got articulate tongues to speak
so split like a python snakes
giving me the shakes
Well I I can't help but
grieve for her she made
the bed in which she lies
I loved her once but she died
I loved her once but she done died
Oh she done died
Yes she done died in me