I got these demons talking to me
Whispering sweet nothings
While they pray for my misery
I’m feeling numb and scared
Feel like time is just dragging me
I wish I could have a moment of silence
I’m begging for some guidance
My only friend appears at night
Trynna take of the edge
Just wanting to do something right
whitout me knowing it was driving the knife
deeper and deeper
lost myself to the dealer
Lookin out for a healer
Screaming and shouting
begging to feel again
I reach out my hand to the darkness
I look down and see an easy end
the stars are calling
But like a coward don’t see the end
Just want the pain to stop
So I reach out to my friend again
I gotta feeling something’s wrong tonight
Might be the final trip I make tonight
Just pull the trigger, now I feel alive
I gotta feeling something’s wrong tonight
Might be the final trip I make tonight
Just pull the trigger, now I feel alive
I’m falling again but this time I don’t mind it
Enjoying the pain the numbness that it brings to it
I’m floating again im leaving what was left of me
Oh sweet mother hey won’t you come try and rescue me
Please Don’t bring me to the evil faces
Monster I never knew existed in those places
whitout me knowing it was driving the knife really
deeper and deeper
lost myself to the dealer
Lookin out for a healer
Screaming and shouting
begging to feel again
I reach out my hand to the darkness
I look down and see an easy end
the stars are calling
But like a coward don’t see the end
Just want the pain to stop
So I reach out to my friend again
I gotta feeling something’s wrong tonight
Might be the final trip I make tonight
Just pull the trigger, now I feel alive
I gotta feeling something’s wrong tonight
Might be the final trip I make tonight
Just pull the trigger, now I feel alive