i never knew that we'd be history
i never knew there'd be new pictures in that frame
woke up to all the things that shouldn't be
reality covered in stains
every now and then i pretend that youre still here
smoking in the yard where we spent half of a year dreaming
hello trauma trauma trauma
craters you left here
california is under water
and I'm neck deep dear
hoping you'll reappear
i never knew that i'd need therapy (oh)
i never knew I'd have these feelings i couldn't shake
this time last year we were having drinks
saying it'd beb forever
now it's just something i remember (oh)
hello trauma trauma trauma
craters you left here
california is under water
and I'm neck deep dear
hoping you'll reappear
never though i'd be here
packing up your clothes
staring out a window
wondering where to go
every single reason
every single hope
free falling
never though i'd be here
packing up your clothes
staring out a window
wondering where to go
wondering where to go
every single reason
every single hope
free falling