Half asleep, standing at my own wake
Silly me, kicked the bucket but I feel great
What a dream, smile while my soul breaks
19, but I still miss the old days
I'll be alright, just kidding
Keep up, we're all indifferent and I'm no different
Standing in sand, I'm sinking
These intrusive thoughts keep winnin', they tell me
You'll never be who you want
I think that you should give up
I rip myself down enough
For the both of us
You don't gotta tell me I'm trash
Better on mute, fuck you, I'll do it myself
I don't really need your help, I don't really need your help
I'll do it myself
You don't gotta tell me I'm cringe
And an egocentric bitch, I'll do it myself
I don't really need your help to put me through hell
I'll do it myself
Phone screen so bright, I might go blind
Stop me dead in my tracks, like a road sign
Caught up in my head again, I'm dead again
Take my revenge, all red again
Princess vibes, but I gotta play the bad guy
I could still stir the pot with my hands tied
Listen, I built this prison I live in
These intrusive thoughts keep winnin', they tell me
You'll never be who you want
I think that you should give up
I rip myself down enough
For the both of us
You don't gotta tell me I'm trash
Better on mute, fuck you, I'll do it myself
I don't really need your help, I don't really need your help
I'll do it myself
You don't gotta tell me I'm cringe
And an egocentric bitch, I'll do it myself
I don't really need your help to put me through hell
I'll do it myself (myself)
Say you wanna be a star (yeah)
I don't think you're built for this life
No, I don't think you are (no)
No, I don't think you are
Say you wanna be a star (oh)
I don't think you're built for this life
No, I don't think you are
No, I don't think you are
You don't gotta tell me I'm trash
Better on mute, fuck you, I'll do it myself
I don't really need your help, I don't really need your help
I'll do it myself
You don't gotta tell me I'm cringe
And an egocentric bitch, I'll do it myself
I don't really need your help, to put me through hell
I'll do it myself