I’m sleeping with my anxiety
I’m waking up with her telling me
Everything could go wrong
One step away from castaprophe
i know it feels like it's chasing me
I got nowhere to run
I won’t leave my bed
Cus I’m overly obsessed
With all of my regrets and my flaws
All these thoughts are never ending
all my fears they get too friendly
Wish that i could be myself again
and clear the cobwebs out my head
But when my mind fills up with dread
It’s hard to empty
Its too messy
Trust me i don’t wanna be this way
I dye my hair but my mind won’t change
I'll try anything
Too many feelings i can’t throw out
I wanna let go, I don’t know how
It’s getting hard to think
I won’t leave my bed
Cus I’m overly obsessed
With all of my regrets and my flaws
All these thoughts are never ending
all my fears they get too friendly
Wish that i could be myself again
and clear the cobwebs out my head
But when my mind fills up with dread
It’s hard to empty
Its too messy