I couldn't move I was more than confused
I was experiencing desperation
I had been cursed and it only got worse
When I got caught up in that situation
I couldn't breath I was never at ease
I was a wrecking ball of aggravation
I had my doubts that I'd find a way out
With all the agony intepridation
The words I never said out loud
And the things I never did at all
Are coming back to haunt me
Now that I'm alive
I don't care I don't care anymore
I give up I give in I surrender
I'm afraid I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care I don't care anymore
I give up I give in I surrender
Yeah I was born on the carpeted floor
Watching the headlights ignite my ceiling
I couldn't sleep couldn't get up to eat
And I was hungry for a different feeling
The words I never said out loud
And the things I never did at all
Are coming back to haunt me
Now that I'm alive
I don't care I don't care anymore
I give up I give in I surrender
I'm afraid I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care I don't care anymore
I give up I give in I surrender
I couldn't move I was more than confused
I was experiencing desperation
I had been cursed and it only got worse
When I got caught up in that situation
Terrorize too busy playing dead to be alive
I don't care I don't care anymore
I give up I give in I surrender
I'm afraid I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care I don't care anymore
I give up I give in I surrender