Early in the morning
I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly
I try to control it
Even when I know
it’s been forever
I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember
and I never wanna feel it again
Don’t know if you get it cause
I can’t express how thankful I am
That you were always with me
when it hurts I know
that you understand
I don’t wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day
when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think
it’s coming but I know it’s not
Trying to breathe in and
then out but the air gets caught
Cause even though I’m older
now and I know how
to shake off the past
I wouldn’t have made it
if I didn’t have you
holding my hand
I don’t wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day
when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control
I need you to know I would
never be this strong without you
You’ve seen how I’ve grown
you took all my doubt
Cause you were home
I don’t wanna lose control
There’s nothing I can do anymore
I don’t wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
anymore anymore
Trying every day
when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control