it’s good and well
then I feel sorry for myself
it’s happening again
throwing rocks
for a split second I think it’s not my fault
then I feel sick again
all the sudden i have what I want
all the sudden all I have is now gone
it’s so hard to go back, go back
it’s so hard to know that, know that
I’m so sorry, i take it back, take it back
I’m trying to see that, to see that, to see that
it is what it is
there are things that I’ll have to miss
birthday cakes
i think too hard about my mistakes
I’m losing all my friends
throwing rocks
everything I do is all my fault
I think of how it ends
all the sudden i have what I want
all the sudden all I have is now gone
it’s so hard to go back, go back
it’s so hard to know that, know that
I’m so sorry, i take it back, take it back
I’m trying to see that, to see that, to see that
it’s so hard
I’m so sorry
I’m trying to see that, to see that, to see that
it is what it is
there are things that I’ll have to miss
it’s not my fault
I’ll keep throwing rocks