To the great unknown. Before you hit the road
Have you searched within? Or inside?
I don't really want to make you sad
And I would hate it if I made you uncomfortable
I'm in savior mode
So I'll let you go
Swallowing my pride
You're out the door
So I'll spare you all my emotions this time
Now that you might die
I find it selfish to pain you with wanting closure
Cause it's closed. I know
Mr. Sacrifice. Make it barely known
But can it still remain inside?
When you leave for the voices calling you home
Will I grieve or will I miss anything at all?
I don't even have a photograph of us happy and healthy to hold on to
I'm in savior mode
So I'll let you go
If there was a moment to lay it all down
It's now, right now
But I just can't see it coming out my mouth
Oh well
(I'll stay, so quiet now)
(I can't let it out, what's the point of now? Keep the feeling down
Swallowing again)