Dear well I probably
should't say your name
I just wanted to tell you that
a lot of things have changed
The other day I found
this letter
that you wrote to me so
ima read it
I swear it's like the
sweetest poetry
So look you always saw the
bright side of things
And you taught me
to appreciate
the nice silent things
Remember I was just
a kid trapped and forgotten
But you believed in me
that'll never be forgotten
And you was older so
your words spoke loud
As I look back at it now
I gotta find you in that crowd
So what a mess look at me
with all the stress
If you ran into me now
I'd probably never find
happiness
We used to party
but I never really drank
I just went into the bathroom
and I poured it down the sink
And now I grab the bottle
even tighter when I hold it
I gave my soul to you
but you turned around
and sold it for your own life
I guess I'm being selfish now
But I got a lot of clout from
this fucking rapping style
You told me that
I changed I'll admit it
But its strange cause
I'm sitting thinking
you the one to blame
So I hit you on your cell
just to know it went to
voicemail
I checked your facebook
but you don't really post well
So how we gonna communicate
I'll never know
I guess I gotta let it go
Don't cry just go to that place
You needed time
so I gave you space
I'll wonder if
I'll ever get to talk to you
I'm doing this for me yo
not for you
Don't cry just go to that place
You needed time
so I gave you space
I'll wonder if
I'll ever get to talk to you
I'm doing this for me yo
not for you
And I just wanna know
if you can hear me
So maybe turn it up speak
a little clearly
No matter how many
songs I make
You gonna never hear me say
that I made a mistake
And that I'm sorry from the
bottom of my heart
You put up with a lot it was
a problem from the start
And even if you took me
back it wouldn't be the same
I'll even get a tattoo for you
of your name
And you know I never meant
to be an asshole
I guess it's greener where the
other people's grass grows
But wait a minute
why you wonder
if I'll stay committed
I used to visit you
when you was at your
baby sitting
But now I need a chaperon to
even get me through the day
The minute that you left
I had so much to say
I never got the chance to
even tell you that I loved you
Fuck you now I only see you
when I"m looking up above
You must be selfish to
take your own life
What about me and the other
people that I thought you liked
And now that you're gone
sometimes I wanna do it too
I can't I gotta stay here
just to spite you
I'll write you when damn
I'm not like you
We all got demons I wish
that you could fight too
You lost the battle
and you tossed it in
But you're up there in the sky
and I'm down without a friend
Don't cry just go to that place
You needed time
so I gave you space
I'll wonder if
I'll ever get to talk to you
I'm doing this for me yo
not for you
Don't cry just go to that place
You needed time
so I gave you space
I'll wonder if
I'll ever get to talk to you
I'm doing this for me yo
not for you
Don't Cry