Was my life
just a bad dream
or did I lose my reality
You ruined it all
now heal me
As I may still have
the chance to be free
Robbed of every emotion
My life's a fucking infection
Since all I had and loved
seems disappeard
not getting back
what I lost is my biggest fear
In every moment
in every instant
your violence surrounds me
In every moment
in every instant
your violence is inside of me
18 years
It's been so long
but I survived
Stuck in hole for a lifetime
I wondered if I was alive
Although it's over I still feel
In every moment
in every instant
your violence surrounds me
In every moment
in every instant
your violence is inside of me
And now
I'm free in the prison
of my memories
but I'll never know
what I'd have become