situation at hand
as we land at my
predicament
it’s something that
I learned a lot from
but now I’m sick of it
ridiculous the way
that I was played
and turned
time passed by but
the fire still burned
but as it flickered I
gradually started to
figure
became bitter at
the thought that
she didn’t consider
the needs of another
maybe she did
but the self centre
nature creates a real
big beautiful hole
it’s what I call this
mould of feelings
together forever but
the exteriors peeling
dealin with issues
like this on the
regular
she knows it herself
and I’ve said it in
front of her face
the reaction
Acceptance At
least she’s aware
how the insecure
knew a way to get
me over there
Don’t look back
Don’t be afraid to
step up
be afraid to
step up
I was lost and
longing
hanging onto
a thread
A cacophony of
sounds swirled
around
in my head
All the while I
endured a method
of madness
Seesawing in
between the
happiness and
sadness
I had this feeling
what was it she
was stealing
Half of my heart
had heaved and
I was reeling
Ready To take my
heart back I was
steady
Then it came apart
like a cracker of
confetti
Infatuation had me
waiting so long
To say that I was
strung along
wouldn’t be wrong
So many songs
on the way I was
feeling
Page after page
just replaying the
feelings
Dealing with the
same shit the lame
shit Make me rack
my brain shit
The pleasure and
the pain flowin in
the same with the
love It’s a shame
that I couldn’t rise
above
Don’t be afraid to
step up
be afraid to
step up
It’s a new world
I got a new girl
And I’m happily
travelling with the
speed of a javelin
The process of
the hopeless
best left to the
young
When did under
the wing become
under the thumb
The sun sets on
those days and I
feel like all the
lines that I wrote
when my throat
was choked
so devoid of hope
when all I did
was mope
should be made
into a track for
you people to play
and if you can
relate to what
I say
I hope you ain
getting played in
the same way
Shameful maybe
now paraded
plainly
It’s part of what
made me who
I am today
Don’t be afraid to
step up
be afraid to
step up