No matter how neurotic my mind
Thats not what I wanted to say
Im running out of words
Hey hey
Ive always loved you
Ive always cared
But in the past I wasnt there
Out to the desert
To disappear
Only to find I wasnt there
Everything I knew was wrong
What is really going on?
There in the darkest depths of my mind
Thats not what I wanted to say
Im running out of words
Hey hey
Theyll sell sarcasm
And constant fear
Dont be so far dont be so near
The missing papers
The souvenir
No one around no one can hear
All at once we want to live
Holy water wont wash away sin
Up in the sky the sun is red
Whats in the past and whats ahead?
Oh can I live with whats in my heart?
Thats not what I wanted to say
Im running out of words